Cardinals
showing up
at special moments
to remind
that you are around me
i miss you so much
i can't get used to not seeing you
and being with you
i am crying inside
it is rare that the tears show up on the outside
but they are there
and i miss you so much
i miss you when i am afraid and am low in the confidence department
i miss you when my bills scare me
i miss you when it is your birthday and mine
and the rest of the family
i miss you so much
and i am finding it so hard
to accept that you, my parents are no longer here
with and for me on the Earth
i am trying so hard
but that sad place inside of me hurts so bad
it hurts so badly
what can i do?
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